Picture perfect memories

Everytime I try to move on he's right there.. Maybe It's my mistake, I let him get around me because I like to be in his company. He makes me laugh, he conforts me like no other, he makes me stronger, he makes my day, I am me around him, everytime I see him I smile, when he hugs me It's like if it just existed us, wherever I am if he is by my side I'm ok.
Isn't that wonderful? Someone change your state of spirit in just one second? That means he belongs to me? No, that's the problem.. sometimes I think "This would be enough for me!", but you know what? It Isn't, and that's the time when I realize that all these feelings couldn't be just for me, and If he Isn't 'my property' he can easily become.. mine or other's girl. It's heart breaking, I'm not the only one and I shouldn't permit such a thing. But (there is always a 'but') It's like I said before "Everytime I try to move on he's right there", we are in this circle and I am sick of it.. I don't wanna be hurt anymore, so, I will stop getting round and round. Sorry, enough of being played around and treated like a toy.